Thursday, August 28, 2008

53 vs 1---men vs women

Today's introduction to human development lecture was interesting...

Our lecturer showed us a slide...
Its like this:

To make a woman happy...a man has to be:
1. a friend
2.a companion
3.a father
4.a brother
5.a lover
6.a mechanical
7.a carpentor
8.a listener
9.a psychologist
10.a psychiatrist
11.a chef
12.love to shop
13.rich enough to let the woman shop
14.patient
15.funny
16.a plumber
must not forget:

birthday
anniversaries(this is certainly agreed by every girl in the class)
things they planned

i did not manage to memorise all 53 characteristics of a man to make a woman feels happy but i did remember how does a woman makes a man feels happy

the one and only way:

LEAVE THEM ALONE

-happy birthday-


This is my 20th birthday...
1st time in JOGOYA...
these mocchi looks good...but i am too full to finish them off~


but i ate lotz of haagen-Daz...love the green tea one~




thx for the treat...~
happy birthday to me!!! ^@^

Friday, July 18, 2008

my course

this is my 3rd week in UPM~
till now,i really believe in FATE...
y do i say so?

well,in the 1st place...i wanted to study psychology~
but then,my mom do not agree for reasons like no job lah,get to be influenced easily by others problems...easy to become psycho worr~

then i changed my mind and decided to take law...
before i knew i got UPM,i insisted law alot~

mana tahu...i got this HUMAN DEVELOPMENT and MANAGEMENT~
"duno wat palia course"...this was wat i thought of when i 1st knew i got this~

but then after two tiring orientation weeks,after course registration...
then oni i gotta noe tht human development is mainly studying psychology~
and this is a double-major course..not tht bad lah rite?
huhu...my mom like zha dao loh when she knew the fact

after a big round...i study psychology again...this is not a palia course...so busy~huhu

Friday, June 20, 2008

Its human development and management in UPM

After a few days of asking and answering,and also after a few sessions of counselling each other,consulting this who that who...
Finally,most of us made the final decision~

Okie okie...i got HUMAN DEVELOPMENT AND MANAGEMENT in UPM...faculty of human ecology they call it~
The 1st moment i knew i get this course...i was like...WAT THE F?Did i choose this course(coz i 4got to print out the page the 2nd time i made the correction)...y all my friends can get 1st or 2nd choice sedangkan i get sth out of my 8 choices???
I tried to do some research on this course but damn god hard to find it loh...i started to complain to my parents then i even cried coz i really didn't know wat the hell to do~
and then after tht i recall back...*yalor hor...i guess i put it in my 4th or 5th choice loh*
Pahtu...i go do do do research again...then i called CHONG YEW CHUAN(thx aiya~)to seek for some advice+my dad analyse the situation for me...

i started to think back the issue i'd been thinking eversince i submitted the Uni application form...
"DO I INSIST OF STUDYING LAW?Y?"
so after some struggling and considering..then this and that(long story...malas nak tulis lah)
watz so bad bout human development and management?this was my strong part in school isnt it?
juz tht i BETONG loh when ppl keep on asking me:"HAR...u wana study HR ar?

Hello there,there are many other route other than only HR loh...so wat?HR very poor meh?

okok...i will still study LAW...its juz a matter of sooner or later lah k~

Monday, June 16, 2008

我...卑微?骄傲?

终于快要去读书了,虽然要离开家里,还是有舍不得

但是离开这个城市,对我来说,应该才算是真正摆脱了一些阴影吧!

算一算时间,我们分手也两年了......

这两年来,我经历了没有他的喜怒哀乐,他也经历了没有我的人生大事.


我们之间的距离,已经离两年,更远更远了


两年来,从适应到习惯,直到释怀,我一直在学习......

虽然,这期间,还会有一些让人心痛的关怀简讯,电话,甚至见面~

我会从这些伤痛里,渐渐减去这种残忍的安慰,直到,我可以安然面对,甚至明白他走出了我的人生


自分手后,从他口中说出的,都是还没忘情之类的话语.

讽刺的是,我却一直在大家口中听到:他和她结婚了,注册了,甚至快当父母了...这些话,却又从没由他口中告诉我

每一次,都是我佯装坦然的问他,他才会怯怯的承认

我也一直明白,我们之间,不管多不舍得,也已经是过去式了

所以,从开始的会心痛伤心,到后来根本无动于衷~


我并不知道,今时今日,他的话,还影响我不浅!

过了很久,我们的生活一直是两条平行线,甚至渐行渐远...从前,我们是Y,后来变H,现在,应该快变X了

最近,他又开始找我了,而且,说了太多已经不该再说出口的话了...

虽然,我知道,我应该怎么做,但我担心,会让感性取胜理智

在我内心深处,还是放不下一些东西,不是对人,也不是对情,说是什么,又说不上来.只是,还是会有一股答应见他的冲动,我必须压着!!!


今天,在开车的路上,MY FM 播了"伤痕"这首歌

"女人独有的天真,和温柔的天分,要留给真爱你的人,不管未来多苦多难,有他陪你完成"


真爱还在不在,我不清楚了...但十分肯定的,他不能陪我完成那不知会多苦多难的未来!

见了他,我们又能怎么样呢?

父亲节刚过,明天,是我妈的生日...一直以来,我深深明白,他们并不求我拿到十分好的成绩,也不望我会赚很多很多的钱.妈时常告诉我,她希望,培养的是我们的EQ.

我也常问自己,我能给他们什么?

我或许无法给他们一个十分听话的女儿,或许,我也赚不了很多很多的钱让他们环游世界,

但至少,我可以给他们一个有尊严的女儿

愚蠢的我,为了感情,曾经让自己变得卑微,变得没有自我

若我的父母知道了,应该会很心痛吧?


为了他们,也为了我自己,我会,保留那一份骄傲

这份感情,应该保留给可以陪我完成不管多苦多难的未来的那个他,对吗?

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Go to School

A long long holiday......

I guess i had the longest school holiday ever in my life~

Part of my holiday were occupied by some trips and vacation
I join Lions Club's youth exchanging program in December
I went to Koh samui,Thailand with a bunch of friends in January
I went to Genting with somebody in February
I went to take my STPM result back at SMCH in March
I went to Penang,accompanying miss YY in April
I went to KL on a one day one nite trip with my family in May
I went to Pulau Redang with another bunch of friends in June
and finally,will be receiving the local-U announcement someday in this week~

7months of school holiday after the torturing form 6 life(only the study part)
I thought it would be very very relaxing and I would be very very happy...the truth is,it was really really relaxing and I was REALLY REALLY boring~
I felt like losing some motivation or target of life in this very particular period(except for the vacations part)......

During the working-3months:
wakeup-go to work-mingle with the kids-teach them-eat lunch-teach kids-entertain parents with their questions-go home-dinner-sometimes do some shopping with mom-TV+internet+sometimes yumcha-bed-wakeup........

these were the daily routines

During the non-working months:
sleep late late-wake up late late-breakfast-TV-lunch-TV-dinner-TV-sometimes go aerobic or badminton+chit chat at yumcha events with friends
(can anybody tell me...how can i not bcom fat with this kind of lifestyle?sigh*)

I used to complain about the short one month year end holiday!so many newspaper cutting and synopsis to do...only got one month weh brother~

Now...I try to find things to do...write some nonsense before i forgot how to write with my hand holding a pen

Finally,will be Balik-ing to sekolah,although this time,the sekolah is called University

But still, I feel down that we are getting apart soon~

Some will b going to S'pore,some here and some there(somewhere lah)...Form 6 life seems far now...i miss it~




SIGH*


Thursday, May 15, 2008

Upset+Frustrated=Spoilt my Happy Day

Ulala...today suppose to be a happy day~
mana tau,its only for the earlier part of the day!

JUZ frustrated by my own careless + stupid mistake...STUPID ME

i din turn my water bottle cover well and the water leaked...As a consequence,my handphone naik gilo abit then SHOCK~
It was all bcoz of my itchy thumb,go and press on the keypads then immediately everything went off~
Now...i hope i wont be gone case...Pray lah pray lah...i spent my SPM award to buy it...dunwana waste

and the most important thing is...i cant receive SMS and CALLS......

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

塞翁失马,焉知非福

如果有一个人,有了一段新恋情,却还到处“撩”女生,我们可以说,男未婚,女未嫁,还可以有很多时间慢慢选......

如果有一个人,他很快就想步入家庭生活,就很快跟女朋友注册了,虽然有法律效应,但未摆酒请通街,还是到处再撩女生......我们开始认为,这男的怎么那么大胆......

如果有一个人,终于要跟他老婆正式摆酒结婚公告天下了,结婚前,他突然有一天跟另一个女子说,如果再给他一次重来的机会,他不会选择那么早结婚......我们就觉得,Nia,让他老婆知道,不知道会发生什么事!

如果有一个人,把老婆娶进门了,大家祝福他们从此过着王子与公主的幸福生活时,他又偷偷约前女友去旅行,我们就觉得,幸好我不是他老婆......

如果有一个人,终于把老婆的肚子搞大了,我们以为天下太平了,他又再次故态复萌。大家都觉得,朋友,forward你send给我的东西给你老婆才知道......

Nia......尽管只是发一发暧昧短讯,我不认为天底下有哪一个女朋友甚至老婆能忍受自己的男朋友或老公做酱子的事loh~
每个人,要对自己做过的事情,及说过的话负责
这句话,我记得很清楚,是你把错都赖在我身上时教我的。
先生,请你对你自己的言行负责loh
不管你跟我说这些事,是发自内心,或纯粹无聊。根本就没有立场,也不应该在说的
我写这个,也许证明了你还是影响了我。但影响的,只是过去......过去那个你,已经不在了!!

在此,我想献上一句Nia seng给你,没有别的了,我个人比较有文化...^_^

塞翁失马,焉知非福

我终于明白其中的意义了!




Saturday, May 10, 2008

Calling.. SOS... STOMACH calling SOS

I am hungry~
i know i know...dieting is one of the most suffering mission to complete~
BUT
I MUST hit my target~

CONTROL n CONTROL n CONTROL

NO MATTER what I have to do...

Duh...i m going crazy
hope things will get better as time goes on

Thursday, May 8, 2008

狂风细雨

最近到了下午时分,就开始狂风细雨了起来~
吹倒了几棵树,压死/伤了几个人~

我很讨厌狂风的,因为顿时天昏地暗,恐怖
驾车更不用说......驾到哪里,塞到哪里......时不时闪出可怕的闪电,让人一直缩着颈,很怕等下一个不小心又来个轰雷,我这种常常跟父母顶嘴的人,不知道什么时候会被雷公劈!哈~@_@

最讨厌的是,墙上的漆又剥落了(我家应该不是用Nippon weather paint的,哈〕
要洗的人,还不是本小姐?

看着窗外的小草,想到了一首歌

大风起,把头摇一摇
风停了,就挺直腰,大雨来,弯着背,让雨浇
小草,实在是,勇敢!

最近失眠的夜晚,我都在哼着这首歌......

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

花心@滥情?

细数之下,我发觉,我有好多个blog~
因为,一直拿不定主意,到底要用哪一个?
连BLOGSPOT,都有好几个,delete了再delete,都不知道自己想怎样~

我是 花心 还是 滥情